whohoo!!!

my exams are over!!

yeahs....SJC's having teachers' Day celebRAtiON to today...yupsS...

went for job interview today =)) at novena there..as telemarketer..work for experience ba..starting work at this coming monday...kinda stress and challenging...

aft which..went Marina with Jor to watch Snakes ON a plane...nice nice nice..really worth watching..super exciting and gruesome..a part tt is NC16..haha...rate this movie 4 and a half star!super funny also...watch with cinemas tt has a lot of ppl..more ppl more fun more screams and laughter!

"He's my new brother from another mother !"

-pissed off-


tmr's the BIG examination alr
argh!! each examination is 3 hours long..and i got 5 papers to take! F***

feeling: confused
mood: pissed

really cant be bothered with you

-pissed off-


tmr's the BIG examination alr

feeling: confused
mood: pissed

really cant be bothered with you

im depress..yes i am...super depress

i am a failure in everything

friendship
relationship

someone just kill me now will you?

im such a failure.....

to meidan:
guess u really hate me alot ya...i dun blame u for thinking tt way and saying all those words..probably just hurt...i really dunno wad to say or do...just continue to hate me then...im jus a useless person who does useless things...sorry...

i've owe everyone too much...i've disappoint al of u too much...i've let down al the ppl ard me too much....

....Im jus a failure...

seems like suddenly the whole world is against me

HAPPY pTE DAY yue ying!

honouredd honoured?! wahahahs

best of best of friends =))

...stressed up...

main exams are drawing nearer and nearer and yet im still in my own lala land world...day dreaming..letting everyday pass...

stress stress stress..with almost everything...hai..forget it...
take control of your own life carmen!

hei hei!
long time no update le...too lazy..
had SFP lab test today..guess im jus pure lucky...
draw lots for question..got the vegetables one...
was given some peas/medium beans....den was asked to cook one to olive brown colour and the other so that the sample remains the same colour...
wahhaaha.easy ez..settled everything in 15 mins...den was the interview session...teacher came to ask question..wad's the pigment found and blah blah blah...replied with lots of 'erms' and 'ah...'hahaha..stupid think i'll flunk the question & answer part...
thx dear..come al the way to my sch and wait for me and send me home again..=))
11 august: Did lots of things with laogong...watch fireworks wif family...
12 august: PApa's birthday..went to this Thai restuarant called LemonGrass...damn ex..den went Parkway Giant..sianx...mama do her shopping for groceries again..bored*
13 august: study with LaoGong and yiying...haha..piggy back me up the overhead bridge and den throw me down on the bridge..humph

carmen! pte is here to invade(:

are you surprised or are you surprised. i bet you are. haha.

anyway, i'm just here to tell you to take care. don't fall asleep during lectures anymore, okay(: haha. hope to catch up with you more often. take care!

yueying.
jingying's sister(:

wore nice nice today with dear...went out in the early aftnn..

suntec..walk walk..eat..walk walk...went to this candy shop..whoooo!
full of chocolates and sweets//nice sweetss! bought a squeeze squeeze toothpaste like candy


went studying at BK..ate hershey's pie..read newpaper..


den went citylink...bought cup noodles from 7-11..haha and he had to hold both cup
noodles all the way to esplanade there...


FIREWORKS! gosh..it was so b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l shld have brought digi cam...

you've gotto watch beautiful things with beautiful ppl...

_//we promise to watch it every year together//_

felt really happy today...so fortunate to have u by my side...thanx for all the things u've done..

long long no blog le...too tired to come online..too tired to blog..

semestral exams are coming soon...argh..have not been studying well..the determination is gone..


hais..oh wells...


watched HElen the baby fox with dear..it was so touching..i cried..alot..the song was so damn emotional...he finds the movie boring..haha..


FIREWORKS tmr! whoohoos...

tug-of-war!! me and dear had war today again!!!

yeah our sch won!!! whohohoho!! we won NCHS...

whohoos...yeahs no moodswings today..neither any attitude from you either!
jus updating...

3 months ani present...dear made 2 shirts... it costs him $60 for both...so damn ex..*heartpains*...

the shirt has printings of both of our names and 'braving thru all odds and obstacles'

nicenice

then then today...went kiddy palace..dear bought two garfields...





















yupss...
take me im yours!

PTD...

part time depression...

fine
leave...
dun talk to me...
bad mood...


-moodswinging-

finally found some time to come online...update blog...

14th
went back SJC for farewell night..it's a combined UG event.

wohoo...so happy to be back..saw lots of ppl...sandy,adel t,desiree,geri plus some other 'alr-graduated' friends...

dinner was provided...buffet eh...many things to eat but not say very nice..

the performance was erm...OKAY..a bit boring...hahahah..there was this XXX gal dancing..woah her skirt was damn short..
and her dance action was somehow..funny larh..all of us jus sat there laugh and laugh and laugh...

after the performance...me and adel talked...kind of trash talk...i dunno..she cried and i almost...i dunno wad to say to her..maybe things have really changed..ppl change..
life still mus go on..we still have to move on...those memoried we had as a squad will always stay inside our heart..thou sometimes we don always say it out..i believe deep
inside all of us..we still love and treasure this squad as much as u do...yups...

that's al for farewell night..congrats ppl..u've finally officially passed out...

night..hai..played "hide and seek" with xiao dan dan...hai..it was the worst night ever...i don wanna experience it agian..

15th

aRea games day..whole unit went down...many many ppl...

sianx..see ppl play games...watch ppl play games...see and watch..also nothing much to do...

had CI vs North vista captain ball...

argh.AND WE LOST! haha...yiying and me was like..'wha north vista eh lang si bui gao zao'..we old le..long time no run...

hahaha.ok nvm..meet xiao dan dan for lunch afterwards...waited and waited for him...
borrowed 3 books...hmm.very nice books...one was friendship quotes..Life in singapore changi prison..The definative book of body language..

woah that book is nice..by Allan+Barbara Pease...read before a few of their books..worth reading =)

16th

went to skcc to see xiao dan dan dong dong chiang trng...haha..xing ku ni le...mus be having leg cramps and muscle aches now..

went study aftwards...sent him home cas dad fetching me home...anw i think it's still very nice of me to send u home..humph..not even a thank you..bleah blah blah..humph

hahHaa..had burger king for dinner...very very full..

damn sian..tmr sch again le...SFP lab...3hours...argh..save me...

ohhs anyway....i've got my posting results for CI !!! whohoho...im gg back to SJC!! yeahS!!!....dear's gg back to hougang sec..erm..dunno whether to feel happy or wad for him...all the best















caught my lil jewel zZzzZ...




















da book..






Make new friends, but keep the old;
those are silver, these are gold
New-made friendships, like new wine,
age will mellow and refine.
Friendships that have stood the test-
Time and change- are surely the best
brow may wrinkle, hair grow gray;
Friendship nv knows decay.
For 'mid old friends, tried and true,
once more our youth renew.
but old friends, alas! may die;
new friends must their place supply.
Cherish friendship in your breast-
New is good, but old is best;
Make new friends, but keep the old;
Those are silver, these are gold...

GEMINI WOMEN

A very interesting person. She has a fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time. You can not tie her down with the word "Love" because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many different characters. She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She eager to learn something new all the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. You have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in her nature. She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her conversation will not bored you. She able to talk to you in any subjects. She can make you feel like you are the luckiest man alive. She can make you feel like she needs all your care, but once she needs to stand alone, she can stand alone firmly an comfortably. She can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. She can join all your activities with the same energy that you have. She is a quick wit person and learn new things very fast. She can see your projects and she can give you good advice. If she thinks you are not sure that you want her for yourself, she will act like your best friend only, a cool woman. She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. Her multiple changes and many moods is a "Charm" for many men. She can be laughing for 2 minutes and later suddenly quiet. She wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to meet her dream guy. She could communication with more than 1 languages , a real gifted linguistic. If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she won't say it straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and accidentally come to that subject without offending you. Normally she will not lie. She will work hard and once a while take a long rest. She can get bored and tired with her own surrounding more than at work. She never feel content with her present work, money, or reputations, she will drive to have more. Don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an answer. Once you get to know her, she will be a supportive person and always be beside you. She has a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk side by side with her, together and equally.

whhees..was suppose to meet lao gonggong for breakfast den see him off for dong dong chiang..wahahas..in the end both of us too tired le...went back to sleep...

woke up late..but miracle!

i was early in sch today...


hahas..sianx..had maths remedial for 2 whole hours and i was sitting all by myself...no one to talk to...so i jus sat there copied watever teacher was writing on the board and of cas- paying my 100% attention...

lectures and tutorial are becoming more and more boring each day...more aliens are invading my brain...killing my brain cells...

tmr's a lecture-marathon day...can don even attend sch...sianz sianz sianz...

will be going to the combine P.O.P farewell night...hmms..with st Johns and GG...no comments..
jus that we use to have the WHOLE ENTIRE HALL to ourselves..lying on the stage watching movie on the big screen projector..wAHAHAS...

time and tide waits for no man...totally agree =))treasure the time u have now with the people around you..for u nv know when they'll be gone...treasure every minute u get to spend with them cause that moment will not come again...yeah..

...squadmates..ij frens are frens for life...


















the sky of today...



















same sky...diff colour










...In our life there is a single colour, as on an artist palette, which provides the meaning of life and art. It is the colour of love...

weather's turing cold...

had HAp tut today...spent half of the time playing some stupid boring board game on circulation...

teacher asked a question today as he was explaining huw to play the game...

mr loh: ( talkiing abt white blood cells and there were small tags with the word 'white blood cells' in a plastic bag he was holding...then he asked) where can u find white blood cells...

the class: kept quiet...

me: in the plastic bag!

the whole class started laughing..ya...apparently it's in the plastic bag..but i think..erm..the answer shld be the bone marrow..something scientific..ya..ok it was lame..

didn't have HAP lab today...cas study guide said there isn't any..so half of the class turn out wearing uncovered shoes and coatless...haha...yeah so lab was postpone!

went meet lao gonggong str8 aft sch...went to his sch...both sch...poly and sec...went to hougang pt and mall...read newspaper in the library...den home...hai hai hai...

home sweet home...

took train to SGh yst night..mum was admitted to hospital...went to stayover...

haha..somehow felt like i was a runaway home kid with the backpack,short,slipper and jacket...
reached there...bath,eat watch tv...was alr 1am...did my things till 3 plus...slept at 4 plus...

6.15am...a malay aunty was admitted into the same ward...gosh.she was damn noisy..think she has abit of mental problem...kept shouting and calling and moaning...NON-STOP...wha..felt like scotch-taping her mouth...woke both me and my mum up...

a lil while more...i got use to her shoutings and i cont to sleep...haha.sleep more impt...
think im gonna go into deep coma tonight...very tired now...miss my bed.sch ends at 1 tmr...hmm..will be gg back SJC to conduct campcraft and drill test...still getting use to CI life...



...When the time comes I can't smile anymore, don't worry about me, I know what to do. I'll just stare at one corner and think of you. No one else could make me happy like the way you do...

i dunno wad im feeling now...part time depression...my head feels like it's gonna burst anytime..

haha...probably too stressed up with sch stuffs..so much things to study...it seems like the lecturer is talking alien-terms to me...im trying hard to decipher the language...haha..i mus really strive and study real hard...

hai...i need determination,strength and encouragement...and the courage to face those aliens...argh...im gg crazy..

ate ya kun kaya toast today...egg--nice...bread--yucks..i think i can toast better mann...tea with coffee--thx to dear

went home ate dinner...felt so stressed aft dinner...felt like puking..urghx...will feel better after a good night sleep..zZzZZZ...


......Patience and perseverence have a magical effect before which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish......

argh..having stomachache now...jus finished dinner...grandma's staying over tonite..

haha class was nv boring with my clique...lol...
our class had chged PIPC teacher..mann.the teacher was the one who took us for lab session yst..the one tt gave geri headache...HAHA...

-yst lab-
he speaks wif a china accent..haha..called him for help in work..'teacher, teacher !" he din respnd..so i tot,since he was from china

i shouted "lao shi. lao shi!'' stupid he still din respnd to us...humph. asked him some questions on the lab report we had to do..wha..ask might as well don ask..
actually all we had to know is jus use the formula given..

had communication skills today..arh...impromptu presentation for 3mins..haha..my topic was: Do you think that Singapore Idol promotes racial harmony?

waliew eh..wad has spore idol got to do wif racial harmony...no link lo..so irrelevent

went tm to meet jor..finally....first day of the week he came to find me...humph..
was so damn hungry...cant eat..cas fat fat le...hoh...humph..he was so crazy al the way in the bus...kept talking crap..wha make me headache...
partially also due to the "wobbly" bus and my empty stomach..felt like puking.

yups...but aftall...this mood and attitude is defintely better....hmmss.yup.haha...

...loved....life cant be any better now...